It's almost half a summer holiday I think, but I also lay for every whole day. Before the rest, I hope to work out. My mom want me to study a new skill during this holiday.

The day is really hot and wet that I don't want to stay outside( I'm so sorry about that :P). Except for browsing other personal websites in a cool room, I don't find anything interesting. On study days, I would go crazy playing games and watching animes instead of studying, I had already found this status. When is in long rest days, I may scroll my phone for a whole day, not playing any games and active my brain. Even I will buy some things from e-commerce advertisements, just losing my money. I'm not sure what special meaning about these things happened. Maybe just recording online, like my journal before, I used to write journal every day! I record everything and write many illogical texts. I would really want my time more and more so that I could spend my own time to improve myself.

My days from middle May to now is like: Getting delivered packages, Ordering To-Go to eat, Scrolling my phone, Taking a shower, Browsing websites at night until the bird is singing outsite..."What a negative life!" I don't like to talk with others face to face because of judgements, and I find myself is usually active at night...

I like Lolita from early year but don't have money to afford it. I saw a nice and elegant dress which the name is Austin: Angel's Wing

This style is Empire-cut, I have already paid deposit and waiting it next year. And this might be my first luxury dress.

We don't have prom but there is a similar ceremony for all high school graduated students called Coming-of-age Ceremony. But my school doesn't make it for us, just a photo for a big group. So there is a pity for me. And then, I found a photography studio and took a set of photos for me last month. This is my first time taking artistic photos, and everything looks unfamiliar. The photo is good and I want to get another set of photos on August as a gift for me. I bought 2 outfits for 2 styles artistic sets, but those dresses were too small for me and I had returned to redeliver bigger one.

I hope I would be satisfied that day. Buying dresses only 0 times and countless times, because I'm attracted in other brands' lolita and gothic. Next plan, I would make a page for my wardrobe. Still working for that...

As you can see(if you see here), my writing is bad hehe. My literacy is not good enough, I try a lot of skills and suggestions from much of writters but the key that I need to be diligent and read more classic books. And don't stop writting. I submitted a little pixel book to Little Pixel Library. It may takes a few time to post my book or maybe not. Whatever that, I create a clique page to hold my book and decide to adopt other recommendation if I like. Too many ideas that I can't make my pages, I would be changing a lot for those pages. What's more, I want to create other pixel cliques and collect nice pieces. See them in the future.